Is this all worth it?
Day 10 Saturday Clear Skies Temperature 8 deg
Things hasn't been going well for me recently.. Future was clear when I graduate from Uni and everything seems bright and promising. But now, everythings drops back to darkness and uncertainty came right back to me..
Was rather disappointed when it was finally announced to me.. Yes, I have no experience in this field and I am here to learn things... I have alot of things to learn and master, but this takes time.. Comparing me with the locals yes, I am alot better.. But I cannot buy things at the local rate, the moment they hear my chinese they know me foreigner... Hai.. And all I can do is to complain here... It has been set... Unhappiness has been made know but he decides to take no action... Fark... Dunnoe when I will have enough money to get married..
Will stop here.. Dun wanna think further.. Only make me feel frustrated, disappointed and sad..
Things hasn't been going well for me recently.. Future was clear when I graduate from Uni and everything seems bright and promising. But now, everythings drops back to darkness and uncertainty came right back to me..
Was rather disappointed when it was finally announced to me.. Yes, I have no experience in this field and I am here to learn things... I have alot of things to learn and master, but this takes time.. Comparing me with the locals yes, I am alot better.. But I cannot buy things at the local rate, the moment they hear my chinese they know me foreigner... Hai.. And all I can do is to complain here... It has been set... Unhappiness has been made know but he decides to take no action... Fark... Dunnoe when I will have enough money to get married..
Will stop here.. Dun wanna think further.. Only make me feel frustrated, disappointed and sad..
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